First of all I'd like to say a big hello to anyone who reads this. I've found a couple similar blogs and was inspired to start my own. I've never really done this but I'll try to keep updating fairly regularly. Mostly this is just a way for me to feel slightly less guilty about a certain topic.
Who I am in the real world isn't that important. I'm a male college student at a college somewhere in Texas. Since high school I have been an occasional crossdresser never going so far as wanting to truly be a woman or even going all out to dress as one. The most adventurous thing I've done is wear women's lingerie to class beneath my clothes. But this is mostly fantasy for me. I have no plans to ever take hormones or have surgery. Why is this important you ask?
Because I wound up becoming a woman anyway. Sort of.
I saw an episode of CSI: New York which featured an assassin setting up meetings with her targets through an online world called Second Life. I had never heard of this wondrous place. It was like WoW but free with more to do. I was entranced by possibility and one night shortly after, during an intense fit of boredom I signed up and rezzed in world for the first time. Unlike the other blogs like this I've read, I did not start as a male avatar. I was a woman from minute 1. I rationalized it by calling it an experiment. Could I pass as a woman? Would I feel different? Speak differently? Could I feel attracted to a man as a woman?
I want to point out that i have tried to limit my lies to my gender. I didn't make up an elaborate backstory for my girl. She is me. Or at least as much as she can be. I say this because I have made many friends in sl, some that feel deeper than any friendship I can remember in real life, and I don't want to lose them. I hope that if I slip up and any of my friends read this and figure out who I am, that they will forgive me for my lies.
Who am i in sl? I won't tell. But if you figure it out please don't spread it around. Contact me first at least.
If anyone wants to hear about specific topics then leave me a request in the comments. Otherwise I'll try to simply tell my views on this world and my adventures in it.
If any of you want to try sl for yourself go to www.secondlife.com and you can start having your own adventures.
bye for now :)
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